three times this morning. it’s exquisite and, in light of the recent extinction headlines, full of a kind of pre-grief. perhaps this is also the kind of morning you’re having. h/t to warren ellis’ newsletter.
As newsletter subscribers already know, I am beyond chuffed to have been involved in bringing this book to life. 24 horror authors, all linked in some way to California, donated their stories to create this wonderful book. All profits go to support the North Valley Community Foundation, which is focused on helping Butte County recover and rebuild from last year’s Camp Fire. You can preorder now at https://www.amazon.com/dp/B07Q4Z32VP. Bay Area folks, we’ll have copies at the HWA tent at the Bay Area Book Festival, and there will be a launch party/signing on May 11 at Books on B in Hayward. More events are to come – keep an eye on the website for dates and times.
You have said that writing is a hostile act; I have always wanted to ask you why.
It’s hostile in that you’re trying to make somebody see something the way you see it, trying to impose your idea, your picture. It’s hostile to try to wrench around someone else’s mind that way. Quite often you want to tell somebody your dream, your nightmare. Well, nobody wants to hear about someone else’s dream, good or bad; nobody wants to walk around with it. The writer is always tricking the reader into listening to the dream.
I cannot remember when I last wrote. Last night I made the decision to say no (after days of arguing for the best possible schedule for this project, ugh) because I finally sat down and looked at my calendar and realized: there truly aren’t enough hours in the day. Something has to give.
I also realized I need to rewrite Prima Materia in omni. This may pass. But it solves so many problems. So many. And creates this vast, elegant circle to a piece I wrote back when I first started this whole thing, when I was different, a difference I can’t go back to but would like to hold dear nonetheless.
I like vast, elegant structures. They are the bones I need to hang my words on, the meta-outline that keeps me from falling off the edge of the world.
The Didion quote is from the Art of Fiction, the long-running interview series in The Paris Review, which used to be free but is now partially behind a paywall. Which is fine, it’s fair, we need to re-learn to pay for art, whether it’s through government support or direct subscription. It’s on my list for when I’m flush again.
Before you get to the paywall, though, you have the above, and this:
A certain amount of resistance is good for anybody. It keeps you awake.
Which was worth waking up for, this morning.